I believe that you need a translator to translate your document. If you want to translate it from Arabic to English or from English to Arabic, I can do so..
I understand that your subject is:
About your the hell that you suffered living with Arabs in Saudi Arabia. The hypocrite in that society and how you suffered to the point that you started to harm yourself. And at the end how did you planed to escape from that.
I am a native Arabic, professional English to Arabic and vise versa translator.
I do not use google translation, please refer to my portfolio for my previous work samples.
I do not just take English words of a file, and print it into Arabic, but I do a deep research on every point or subject mentioned, to deliver %100 accurate work. That what makes my clients always happy.
I would like to know please the number of words you need to be translated.